Haiz, start working le. its so tired.. wahaha, but its fun!!! Jus finished reading Miao Ling blog. so she was angry with me. sorry ah, i didn't mean it, but it really came true. actually ytd was waiting for Eileen to wake up and go with her to Ngnee Ann. Then wait till 12nn but Eileen still have wake up. Then i told miao ling to call her and asked if she wake up le ma. After a while i Eileen, then she lyk very bu shuan lyk tht =( i jus open my mouth and ask she still wan to go ngnn ann anot, then she sae dun wan dun wan... then hang up. Call bck Miao Ling but she never ans. Then went out to Bugis thought i could meet her there. Then after i reach there 1 hr liao, she tell me she still at amk. I thought i was going to bring her to arab street first?! Then she told me she meeting Eileen. Now i noe why eileen so angry. i think miao ling went to tell her that i dun wan to go poly with her anymore. =.= my meaning was to go to ngee ann together and i will go with miao ling to bugis after that. ARGH!!! its so confusing. i hate it i hate it!!! No wonder i msg em no one wans to reply. it was in my dream. i dreamt that Miao Ling, Eileen, Fiona and some other people whom i trusted was holding a sword, then they ran towards me and put the sword through my heart. Then the next thing i was in heaven. lolx. then the god said to me "before u help em, jus think of who leaves the deep sword mark in you heart..."

14/1/07 Sunday
Dear dairy,
Ahhhh! Elina went out with Miao Ling and Eileen but w/o me! Sobx sobx . Elina went to her schoool there to cut her hair for 10 bucks. So expensive. Anyway, they took CT8 to chinatown there to buy red lace for Elina's white dress. Took 145 to Bugis, Elina went to sew the cushion covers. They had the properity burger set for dinner. Eileen and Elina thinks that the burger was too spicy. Continued to shop till 9pm when they went home. At that time, Miao Ling sneak away to buy Eileen birthday pressie.
*Sniff* *Sniff*
Mumble

13/1/07 Saturday
Dear Dairy,
Elina went to Republic Poly todae. It was really fun. There were lots of games & she won TONS of prizes. In the end she got tons of prizes..The most memorable one was the one with the pangy golf ball. Cos Eileen won that prize for her. *cheers* and there was another one where they try out the electric ball one, then they have to touch each other with their finger tip. in the end they both got electric shocked. Then there was an audition competition going on. They pplaye some of the games that were designed for GEMS. In a game, there was a customer asking for octoopus soup w/o tentacles and extra spicy soup w/o chilli and pepper... lolx after that the both of them went to KFc there do their homework lor. Then Eileen started to hit me =( They both keep shopping till its time to go home.
Love,
Mumble

sobx sobx, 5th day of school already so many homeworks le!!! hao tou tong ah!!! so sianz, Thursday still got cca open house. Today straight after DC went to AMK central there to buy ee "Princess Princess" VCD, reach there that time then they told me it just got sold out!!! Argh~ Why am i so unlucky?! The things that i wanted to buy always got sold out before i get em!!! wa~!!! Then Atika accompany me walk a whole big round around AMK central. In the end i decided to buy "Mistin" first. In case it got sold out again =P hehez. Straight away reach home called Ah Bai to help me look for other branches for the VCD. Apparently only Poh Kim sells the disc, lucky i was clever enough...hehe... i finally found out that PS still had one more of tht disc on stock! so i had to wait for my aunt to come bck and get the disc with her. haiz...

i m bck...its hasn't been a good day today, that idoit man vent his anger on me again. scold me this and that, ask me why shouldn't i go back and live with my mum and everything. when i went to bathe and came bck the books were on the ground due to the strong wind this afternoon, then he was like " u better go bck la!!!! dun stay here! alaways throw e books around!" i was saying those books were for my 'o' lvl ( which was blown by down the strong wind). He then ask he to throw em' away! So Unresonable... Then jus after i told my tarot cards about tht, my third uncle came bck (which apparently is the owner of the house) and complained everything to him. Sometimes i really envy those tht could go out with their mums and buy things togetther, wherelse i didn't have this chance at all. Todae went with ah bai to cck's library to look for something, really envy her when she got her mum's credit card where she could buy shoes for herself. Compared to her, i m jus a small tiny %, but compared to some other kids, i guess i m still quite lucky... Maybe this is what they call fate?

brrrrr~its so cold tonight. Morning was adding games to the npcc forum, and trying to get everything done by next next Friday. Afternoon went to Singapore Poly de open house, it jus felt so great walking in tht dream poly lor. so cool! Went to school of bussiness, took lots of brochures and stuffs. Currently all the course i've asked ( which is tourism, game design, info com e.g) needed a cut off score of 12 and below... which i think i would never make it. if i ever get C6 for maths, the others subjects i must at least get an A1!!! omg... if my poa, f&n and english make it.. which is nan shang jia nan. haiz~ then went to Toa Pyoh de Popular there buy all e files and assesment. Saw atika, i bought a wrapper with lots of strawberries on em. going to wrap my table with tht..wahahahhaa~ Going to do my Geography work now...

haha~ever since i started learning tarot cards i have been controlling my temper.. cos i forgot to blog this.. hehez, not only tht i also started on fortune telling, which includes tea leaf reading, domino, dice, name reading and dream interprertion. erm, and i believed what goes round comes round, so i must sae sorry to those i have offended in the past year. cos i believed tht my tarot cards are looking after me, and believed me they are...

"its already the 2nd day in sch todae le...wahahaha~ During the holidays i had really learned about how to control one own's temper, so i think i had been behaving well this 2 days. =P "
During the holidays i did the followings..

• i will not vent my anger on myself, i will instead rmb the saying " what goes round comes round in my mind.
• i watched deathnote2 which totally rocks!!!
• i stayed at home and rot.
• went for sch's campfire
• went to PHS rifle comp
• celebrate x'mas with ah bai
• had my "personal talior" Eileen to make me a costume..
• and so much more...

lolx tht was quite a lot huh? second day of sch i am already feeling stressed-up about this "o" lvl thingy...every lessons was reminding us of the o lvl. argh~ was thinking to change my blog song to the DEATHNOTE de song...(Manatsu No Yoru No Yume) actually wanted the song named" straight to hell" but the song name sounds so wrong... wonder if its something to do with santaic which i read in the STGS 15 todae... anyway, bck to class was lots of stuffs and work. Mr mok gave us free ring file for maths. i was "condemned" into the lousiest chinese class, and every other sec4 which walk pass would point into the class and sae thiss and tht... =x it dun feel nice to be condemned, and Eileen dun really lyk the chinese teacher. so i actually asked her to buy the same chinese assesment with me, so we could go through the assesment together. Then the English teacher was so rock! she said tht we could blog our journal entries on our blog!!! so cool~ oh anyway, i had to serve detention on nxt tuesday due to missing some lessons during the holidays. jus becos of tht lor.. so unfair, but i agreed with miaoling tht we should take it happily becos i hasn't really attended DC before..wahahaha~ ahhh...gtg soon... still had to iron my NPCC unifrom and revise through wat was said in class todae..