XD
i at first intend this to be a happy post. but somehow.
ya, i become unhappy somehow.
i look through my old friends' blog. and i see all of their updates. i leave tag, no tag reply. onli them toking to the others. No wonder some people say " New friends come, old friends go." I don't believe a single cent about this. But, to think of it now, its damn damn true. You happily see the new friends coming in your way, and you forgot about your old ones. What i can picture in my mind is, they walking away, far far away from me. Leaving me on the same exact spot. I wonder will they ever come in and look at my blog. or will they even remeber me? DX
I called all of them to my birthday party, and only Eileen and Ivy and some nice ones turn up. while Fiona and MiaoLing can't make it. and i saw on MiaoLing's blog. she had birthday party. and where was i? not even invited. T_T i'm not trying to complain about not being invited. but, the fact that, have they forgotten about me? DX
really....






























have you guys forgotten about me?

XD


nid i say more? XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvfvXCnjFnI

XD

meh. sorry for the late update again. this is gonna be a short one. went for jap lesson today. XD before that yoshi treat me dinner XD thanks yoshi! then eh, went for class. XD class was fun. that's all. LOLs. sorry, i'm too lazy to blog.. muhahahas XD

something to remind myself:
A few kinds of decora to share :The one colour decora - Pink, and tons of pink, red, and tons of red, yellow, and tons of it, best to be in diff shades to create contrast effect.The kiddy decora - Love 'Stitch', 'Hello kitty' ,'kurumi' or some other icon? Pile them on!The rainbow decora - Grab whatever colour you can image all together and you will be like a big walking rainbow sunflower alike.
(from http://haru-decora.blogspot.com/)
another thing for my own reference
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_in_wonderland

"I don't shine now doesn't mean that I won't shine forever"

Gachapons from AFA 08 XD

Why do i always get winne the pooh?! T_T

Melo-chan is cute

My AFA Sonny Angel XD

WHEEE XD yup. i know, you all wanna say that its been so long since i've last blog XD

was really busy you see. Friday went for the movie. Saturday woke up at 8.24am and rushed all the way to AFA 08. OMG. the event was such a big success! XD i totally love this event, and i can say, this is as good as Cofest VII XD. *LOVES* Had lots of gachapons on Sunday, and i really love it! Thanks, yoshi! Thanks for keeping those gachopons for me XD WHEEE XD and and the Jay Chou's guitar tabs book too ^^ Monday, was tiring too. XD

Gmaine missed class again T_T Then i met up with Gwen at Chinatown and went to Inoue to look for Yoshi. Stayed there chat and left for dinner at Plaza Sing. after that, went to Yamaha for lessons XD so stressful!!! i cannot catch up and my rythm sucks. DX After that msn was.... hectic.

anyway, somehow i feel so far away from my old friends.

MiaoLing, Eileen and Fiona. its been like so long since i last talked to them. i saw Eileen's blog, whenever she never blog, MiaoLing will go " UPDATES!" and everything... hurhur... sad. Anyway, i'm really glad that i got the AFA 08 edition for the Sonny Angel. SO cool~!!!! XD nah, gotta go now. nid to pratice on my guitar too...

(meh, i am still sad, i can't forget what yoshi said. when he asked leon who is cuter [gmaine and me] both of them voted for gmain O_O oh my, i'm a total failure... T_T)

Beverly Hills Chihuahua

MEh. after this post, i'm so going to sleep. finally i'm able to blog now XD

went to watch "Beverly hills chihuahua" with LimTeng. Gmaine was supposed to come along, in the end she couldn't come T_T went to sim lim to get my card reader and the sockets first... Finally like got my USB hub and the card reader already. T_T (and i jus finish transfering the songs over to my new phone... *PHEW~*) ya, went to vivo for the movie!! and its so nice!! i'am so going to watch it again if someone asked me to!!! XD oh my! oh my!! i really love german shepherd!! XD (and i wonder how's my stuff toy doing over at the other house? XD) and and, tml's AFA!!! wHEE!!! i can't wait for it!!!

well, something out of topic somehow... i was reading Ivy's blog, and somehow it jus felt that we are 2 strangers that never cross each other's path in life. somehow, things changed. I never imgaine that i would stray so far away from her, we used to say we wanted to travel oversea together, go shopping together, stick together like no one's bussiness. and now, we're just......... nothing? we seldom talk, seldom go out.. seldom meet... seldom... seldom think about each other somehow? DX i saw this word "used" to best friend... yeah, she said i was happening... (O_O *OHH* :O) i was too busy for her... O_O am i? DX this "used" to, is a simple, but hurtful word. this is how words hurt people far more than actions. Part of the reasons hating "Opposite attracts" is this, me and her, we're so alike, sometimes, so alike till... we know each other inside out. and, she knows who is gmaine while i don't noe who is Rox. O_O (cool huh? what kinda friend am I? T_T) i din noe a change of interest could change the way we are. Her lost of interest in subculture not only means to a change of interest, but somehow, it also means a change of our friendship. I used to have her with me only, me and her, she and me, we only, in our Lolita Fashion world. Then she left, leaving me all alone, of course, i'll have to find my own port and shelter tooo...right? I din noe that she leaving this "ship" would cause me to "drift" so far away, sometime............, as far as no one will know.....

DX
yeah. was reading gmaine's post. (today, 20 nov.)
and she emoing again T_T and i kena her emo effect. Lets start campign emo-less.
T_T ya... i was reading this person's blog (not gmaine for sure) and i was thinking if i would to noe him and he dao me, i will 100% suan him one... then i can forsee. argument will come in the way too... and and, i remembered wat yoshi said, "Opposite attracts". YA. i hate this. I mean, i don't totally believe in it or what, but i also dun wanna end up with tht kinda person. (yeah, call me ugly, call me fat, whatever.... i still dun wanna end up with that kinda person) T_T yeah, i get jealous. everytime. when i go out with who, (just any girls) they can tell me how many guys asked for their numbers before and how many guys they had serious realtionship with before. i am not trying to compare or wat. jus that, u noe, when this kinda things appear before u, it hurts. T_T as in...~~ ohmy, u all wun understand too... anyway, wats wrong with me ah?
List of things wrong with me:

1. UGLY
2. FAT
3. unable to play guitar well
4. din even study properly
5. STUPID
6. bad attitude
7. un-caring
8. spendthrift
9. being shortsighted
10. have bad hair

ya, i hate myself now... (even more...) i don't say anything about it, doesn't mean that i don;t care or don't even think about it....... but,

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i still think that everything happen for the best of it.. ^^"'

OMG

can someone like tell me where to buy this? XD

ehhh~~ PINK. oh, i see my pick guard...

wait, it looks like the same design.....

OKIE.

its the same.. =.=

why do i have the black one?

and everyone in class is like... black guitars?

and.. i have 2 other classmates with the same guitar as mine.. okie, as in the body black x white.

(okie, i love gwen, so her's is okie, but not him!!!!)

T_T

went out with Gwen, Yoshi, Gmaine ytd. XD met up gamine and went to visit yoshi. had damn delicious pratas and went for movie. ended up watching "madagascarca 2" (whatever how u spell it =.=) it's really nice!! and and...the graffle's theroy. XD

went to arcade, (yeah i went in..................................................to change coins for my gachapons XD) and gmaine they all tried catching in the end.. XD

we went gachapon-ing, damn fun XD shall go for more on AFA XD WHEEE...

and and went to cine for neoprints. XD such a fun day....

MEH. fun day was good, and there comes the kuku part.
(yes, this post is long, and i noe...)

my LG phone is spoiled la.. so no choice i had to go and upgrade and change to another plan and had to pay extra for a new phone.

seriously, i onli wanted a docomo phone in the frist place...

YES. its damn chio. T_T and i did not get it. in the end. i got a sonyericson W595 and 2 vodaphones. i spoiled 1, got back 2... T_T

went to for guitar lessons today XD and i saw this ESP guitar online XD (no, not YAMAHA. XD they only sell Pacifica T_T) ya... and this is so cool la!!! see through white.. T_T OH MY~~ LOOK at the price.. 399,000yen.. which is 4k. T_T 4K!!!! i wonder when can i go till that kinda stage and use this kinda of guitar. *FAILS* and gmaine was sick so she din went for lesson.. so, of cos i was alone...NOT ^^ toked to gwen, (the other only girl of the whole class) XD and she was very nice XD bought something from the pink pink shop and whee~~ hanged it ont he guitar bag already..(to think of it, my guitar looks so xmas now.. xmas tree O_O) ya, and tml we may be going to visit yoshi since we (or me) haven seen him since his operation XD and gwen is joining us for movie XD WHEEE~ gwen is cool!!

Ryurei-seki

Gakusei-seki

Went to the Japanese Association of Singapore (JAS) today XD Gmaine this morning told me she got fever cannot go with me T_T wahhhhh~~ somemore last night i slept at 3am and woke up at 8am this moring to go out... then in the end.. T_T then no choice, kagari bought my ticket and gmaine's so i had to go. =x went to meet the rest at Bishan and kagari and the rest were very nice XD and and... i saw horse's real face... MUAHAHAAHAS. actually it's quite worth it (for me) to attend this tea ceremony, as in... most ppl wun get the chance to. or wun even get to noe of it, somemore, its for charity XD and and the snacks were nice too XD! and... i totally love the Gakusei-seki 学生席!! now waiting for my pics from kagari XD

Bry(jiji), now known as HENTAI ichigo with Keith XD
Keith... LOLS

Ash is cute de!! (oops =x, i said wun take ur face but end up...T_T)



Photographer Dionne ^^


When Aidou saw Ruka x Maria *oops*

Ichigo is seriously turning into yaoi =x

NIGHT CLASS XD

LOLS. i dun noe why, but this pic is... erm.... XD

POKES!

LOLS. Negi using the scythe as the guitar XD

DCWC's unedited banner XD

WHEE XD

Today was the photoshoot for our Team Bloody Rose. Meh, we planned and in the end some of our member's wig didn't come on time, and end up having lots of random students XD dun ask about why onli got 1 of my pic... cos seriously i look UGLY. too fat le...T_T cannot smile... well, tml there's still charity tea with gmaine and some others at the Japanese Association Singapore XD hope gmaine could wake up on time T_T cya~~~

XD
Got this from Ojosama's blog =x
Spelling out your jap name

A - ka B - tu C - mi D - te E - ku

F - lu G - ji H - ri I - ki J - zu
K - me L - ta M - rin N - to O -mo
P - no Q - ke R - shi S - ari T -chi
U - do V - ru W -mei X - na Y - fu
Z - zi

so mine will be like:
Kutakitoka
(ahhhh? O_O?)
(i prefer Hygga Yukai XD)

Went to meet gmaine at PlazaSing jus now..
and i was suppose to pass her myVK blazer..
and guess wat.
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i forgot to bring =x
*DIES*
how can i forget something i nid to bring so important?!
T_T
Finally bought my nail file from "The Body Shop".
Love their nail file *LOVES* and its pretty in red ^^
No wonder its for the festi season XD
Then also got my Zipper file from Sanrio Gift Gate.
(Like so finally i found it cannnn....)
I want the hellokitty's keychain!!!
I WANT T_T
(fly away~ $15.90)
tml is the BIG day for Team Bloody Rose. PHOTOSHOOT.
and i still don't noe what hair style i want. T_T
MEH~~~~~!!!!!
and like last minute we have so many things cropping up.
Well, i shall list down what i need for tml:
1) BLAZER (duh, i may forget)
2) Basic makeup
Blusher
Foundation
Eyeliner
Eyeshadow (white)
Mascara
3) Makeup remover (now... where did i place it? =x)
4) Camera
5) Waterbottle
6) Wallet etc etc
7) COMB
8) POCKEY SANS

Thats all i think...
WOW...long list T_T

-EDITED-
okie.. blogger is getting weirder and weirder as the day goes by...
T_T now you have to wait a while before my blog loads.
and guess WHAT. i've new blogskin.. LOLS
no idea why i changed it. i thought the kitty one was nice. well, anyway came back from jap lessons a few hours ago
ohmygod. my sensei is... INOUE SAN. Yoshi's dad ._. he is a very very good teacher. and i got jap spelling next week T_T UNFAIR~!!
The whole class only have 3 ppl. and the other one didn't come. so it was me and Doreen only ^^
and we have base in Jap language. O_O so... the lessons went fast... very fast O_O
see now.. i have spelling for my nxt lessons T_T
WHY~!!! (i've never had spelling since i was sec2 T_T)
My tuition teacher told me somewher i could get a part time job..
BAKERZIN:
7) Casual Labour (From S$ 5.00 to $8.00/hr)
Able to work min. 3-4 times a week including Friday, Saturday or Sunday evening
Those who can work permanent morning shift on weekdays are welcome too
Housewives or Students are welcome
Meals & Sales incentive package available
Maybe for that. since most sat and sun booked till well, end of jan 2009 O_O

Bou sama~!!! T_T

ahhhh~~ i think i better blog before i go for my class. ^^ wonder whether i'll be online or not for tonight. most probably i wll be.. MEh... i must look for part time job soon~~ T_T soon soon~~~ i need money~! was reading the ancafe's blog just now... quite nice. but the reminds me of Bou leaving ancafe. T_T BOU SAMA. and i found out this line under Takuya's intro :

誕生日：2月9日

血液型：Ａ

趣味：風呂

好きな食べ物：果物類

好きなブランド：Gibson

好きな色：白、黒、赤

煙草：未成年です

香水：特になし

シャンプー：ラックス

ピアス：なし

メッセージ：初めてまして。ギターのtakuyaです。まだまだ頼りない僕やけど、精一杯頑張るんで応援よろしくお願いします。

Okie, i din't know that he was underage. T_T

i failed as an Cafekko (a word ancafe used to address the fan as...)

Okie, my bou sama~~~~ T_T

i shall list down their official web: www.ancafe-web.com

and when i come back i shall add it to my links :D

Okie.. i'm finally back and blogging. was really busy for the last few days.. or rather the days that i din't blog.. well, i looked thorugh my neoprints albums and realise that within one month, my hair styles changed and looks nicer as the day go by XD KEKE... i'm happy. eh, now i;ll have to llok for some part time job to pay for some of the things. XD whhee!! AFA's coming.. so is PBO ^^ was reading my inbox on somewhere and they need guitarists for something else (yeah, i had to use "somewhere" and "something" due to..... :D:D) keke~!!! but i can't even play a song on my guitar T_T so... i wanna help. but i cannot help in a big big way XD anyway~ hope they find their people soonnn XD anyway, the pictures on top are already the biggest i can resized on blogger. if u wan to see more clearly, you may wanna click on them? XD