oh..i m bck.. i forgot to tell u guys how sad the christmas steamboat was...because of someone's GF lor.. so sad it turned out to be.. chirstmas was a so "memorable" event this year, due to someone xtra.. ah bai came to my hse around the afternoon and we set off together to bishan together to pass the present to miao ling they all. (and opps i forgot to give Miao Ling her present again) lolx. then was on the train to marina bay becos we were afraid tht we might not get a place there. then daddy phoned and said tht he and mummmy might not be going =x (in the end both of em came with mummy's lil' sis.) ah bai and me waited for around 1hr+ for all of them to arrive. then reagan, his gf (winnie), hong seng and adrain came... so sad. mus wait for them as if they were kings and queen lyk tht. then we already book a table for 10 with a deposit of $30 (ah bai and me paid for it) then the kings and queen went to sit at the other table. Then li woon cannot stand it liao go and shout at em in the whole shop then the K&Q then came over. =.= then da xin was so kind to help em change e aluminum foil tht is used for e bbq (which also caught fire) then tht wiinie keep on laughing at her. and our ah bai didn't wan to stand up for da xin =.= until me and li woon came bck and "shoot" bck at her... then li woon heard her telling one of the kings tht we gave her attidude... so lame lor.. we din even tok to her still can gif her atiidude meh? then we went our own way after tht lor.. hmmm lets see wat i get for my christmas present? :
#1) lovely strawberry handphone straps from Miao Ling
#2) cute strawberry photo frame from Eileen
#3) Piggies black watch from Ah bai
#4) Jigsaw puzzles and frames from er gu
#5) Lots of delicious jelly from Li woon
#6) a box of ccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeesscake from Ah bai
#7) a banana keychain (tht i wanted) from daddy
#8) box of chocolate from the exchange of gifts..

AHHH!!!! its so stress... at home also lyk tht =.="'
@#!@$#%#%#@$@#!!! ah!!! Forget it.. i am not going to fuss all over tht.. !&^&$%&*%@#$@!@!!! yesterdae so fun, went to watch DEATHNOTE2... its so nice!!!! everyone must watch!! the ending so unpredicted... Light died and L died eating chocolate.. its so nice lor.. haha.. went to watch it with ivy (a.k.a ah bai) @ cathay orchard there. wake up early and went out at 10am just to go watch tht movie. so worth it!! After Light died his mum still make birthday cake for him on his birthday.. so sad =( ahhh anyway, its still so nice and funny, then everywhere we went people were toking about deathnote2 de movie. SO ROCKS!!! should be going out with my aunt they all jus now, but dun feel lyk going out. (wrong move) then stayed at home kena scolded by tht $%@#$@#... ahhhh!!! now i have to go and clean up things.. tata everyone

Merry Xmas Everyone!!!
I meant an early xmas.. =P
Erm, lets start with the npcc room part, hmmm... tht day mandy was late.. haha, so it ended up tht i was the first one to reach there in the morning... then i was sitting on the bench outside npcc room where a very very bad smell came from. then melvin they all arrive. and zhi hui opended the door. erm, then loren told me there's a dead rat under the bench. =.="' and i was sitting there all along. left em around 1 o'clock. went to bishan return books and went home. wasn't feeling well tht day, head was hurting and everything. then i got very bad tummy ache.. argh.. had to keep going to the toliet. so i didn't turn up to clean e npcc room on thursday. it got better in the afternoon after we made the agar-agar. avrg rating for it was lyk 3 out of 5 stars? haha... then went to watch " A Night In The Museum" with cassandra and Priya.. Then there's a part where a status says " dum dum, i wan gum gum..." its so funny!! went home after tht too..Friday ended up in ikea tampainess. Sat ended up staying home and cleaning things up. had to goo soon, cos i still have some last min xmas shopping to do! still nid to buy:
#1 My shirt for tml's steam boat
#2 Chcocolates tht Ah Bai needed
#3 Gifts for tml's steam boat
#4 Eileen's present
#5 somemore candies!!!
TATA everyone!!! and merry xmas!!!

ello...lazzzy bumpy is bck =P so many things happened during this 11 days...
The rifle comp was quite fun although only the guys managed to clinch 2 awards- best male competitors and 2nd grp (male). After the comp still rush home to go shopping with my mum... went to popular and bought so many things lor, all my brother's book, my guide books and the new story book WEEDFLOWER written by the author of kira-kira (my fav book!). Going home tht time happen to pass by the VCD shop in central, finally i set my mind and bought "it started with a kiss" de dvd!!! *Cheers!!!* Sunday was supposed to go out with ah bai, but it started raining so heavily tht the date was cancelled!!!! waaaaahhhhh~ but luckily i still have my new dvd! wahahahahah~ Monday woke up early and watched my dvd, so nice!!!! then er gu was on leave, so she was busy cleaning up the kitchen, and my laying in the living room watching the dvd... heheee...it went tht way until we went to the phoon huat store to stock up our baking stuffs and all tht... Then suddenly it started to rain so heavily again tht we have to hurry home. Todae as usual, er gu was cleaing up things until i finished watching my dvd, then we started making the fa gao , after all it didn't turn out too bad. ( becos i have forgotten to put in the egg, and i sercetly put it bck into the fridge..heeezzz... =P) In turn i treat my uncle my creation, and he gave me his dvd player!!!! *cheers!!!* actually i was thinking of buyin one recently, but u see i dun nid it anymore =P ahhhh~ tml still have to go bck school for cleaning up of npcc room... haiz... =) jia you!!! jia you!!!

Sobx sobx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
She make me restart my harvest moon!!! ALL my Dog, horse, chickens and my everything gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL my money and everything!!!! its so unfair!!!!! i dun wana plae harvest moon anymore!!!! ask me download wat new emulators, then wat e old game wun dissappear.... all bluff me one, now all my everything all gone already.... i thought my last year can enjoy playing game, nxt yr mus work so hard... now everything is gone, forget it... its fate... Goodbye Ginki (my character), goodbye chocolate (my dog), good bye strawberry (my horse), goodbye bubbles,miki,kinko,kinki (my chickens), good bye ginger and hershly (my cows), good bye harvest spites, good bye everyone in town... good bye fridge, good bye hse, good bye kitchen.... GOOD BYE EVERYONE...

Haiz, 3 days since ah bai last tok to me... =( she saes tht she nids sometime alone, but 3 days is a bit too much le ba... totally cut off from e world?! no way! 1)she might be secretly hiding at home watching anime on youtube!!! 2) She might have a new BF!! 3)Still Thinking... =P These few days i had been "hiding" @ home playing my Harvest Moon!! Thx to Li Miin, introduce me to some sort of game boy advance game, then make me play e harvest moon...lolx... Jus now went bck to Bukit Batok to buy my DEATH NOTE notebook and e DEATH NOTE pen... its so cool!!! and bought baby Gloria (Happy Feet), so now i have a full set of Happy Feet toys liao!!! Yipee~ *over e moon* OMG, why does mumble looks so cute?! ah, tata everyone, bck to harvestmoon-ing now!!!!

Continued....
Do u noe tat when i see tat my friends are angry at me becos of minor things like being late for our appointments, talkin about results and stuff... I don wanna true friends, i wanna real friends!!! *Wait a min, doesn it sounds de same.... Ah... Who care???* Maybe i wil starting working realli hard and go and study aboard??? So, i can start anew.... Anyway, no matter wat i do in life, nobody cares, rite??? I noe every1 is selfish, i m too... I take things for granted.... *Do people take me as granted or do dey jus pity me???* If any of u r reading tis, i wish u would comment on wat i have said no matter if it is right or wrong... I guess your frenz tht is angry about minor thing lyk being late is me.. or maybe not... oookie, tht day i was angry, but when u met me i m not, becos at e station i was supposed to meet u, u were late. and i was lyk standing there fer 30+mins... Imagine standing there fer so long? and i was angry at myself too, apparently for no resons...Imagine if u leave fer further studies, maybe u could really start a new, or maybe not... cos u r still baseed in Singapore, u grew up here, ur frenz are here... and ur home too... And i believe tht u shld rmb tht i told u wheereeva u wan to go, i'll folo u there... becos when u r not here, i dun have any true frenz =') i am speaking out my heart, cos u wan me to be truthful... Rmb the times when we go out together? Lots of ppl saes tht we look lyk sisters, tala! tht's it, i m going to whereeva u r going to go... cos i m ur twins... =)
Anyway, no matter wat i do in life, nobody cares, rite??? I noe every1 is selfish, i m too... I take things for granted.... *Do people take me as granted or do dey jus pity me???* If any of u r reading tis, i wish u would comment on wat i have said no matter if it is right or wrong... I talk behind people back, i wanna make them interested in de topic i m talkin about, i betray them, i backstabbed them and my retribution is it all come backs to me.... Dere's a saying "Wat goes around, comes around" I realli wanna hear from your, wat kind of a person i m to u.... First, i m not goin to change becos i m lazy person and it is veri hard.... I don try u see.... Anyway, no matter wat i do in life, nobody cares, rite??? I noe every1 is selfish, i m too... I take things for granted.... *Anyway i have some special comments for some of my friends. I wish dey would take time to look at tis....There might also be ppl hu r not selffish, i dun mean its me, but there will be. and its rare when u see em. If u take things fer granted, then i mus be taking things for as-it-should-be-thiss-way attitude... I was always wondering to myself, why dun u have any temper? its lyk u wun get angry or anything...now i noe why, becos u hide everything away... i believed it too, wat goes round comes round, cos i believed this was wat u told me... and whenever u wanted to do something "bad" i always repeat tht to u. I guess u dun have to change, cos its e ENVIROMENT tht change ppl, not e ppl tht change e ENVIROMENT... Ah hei=> The reason i wrote about u last is becos we have a realli strong friendship maybe beocs we have known each other for a long time and we know each other realli well. We even have future plans together. I m realli glad to have u as a friend. Even though we r not always together but we are veri close. I m realli happy. I hope our dreams can come true. I m realli sorri for all de times tat i made u wait for me and i stood u up, i always felt bad about it. I noe our friendship can get even stronger in the near future. I m sorry tat i have to cancelled de appointment in a few days time becos i realli need to clear my thoughts and stuff now. I hope u would understand. I will contact u when i have cleared my mind and thoughts and be happy about my decisions *i m realli messed up now* i wil contact u when i m done. I will miss u and i love you too. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~ "u canceled my appointments again!!! argh! " but this time i wun blame u anymore, cos u have given me a true reason. sometimes i noe u r lying about e cancellation, and vise-versa... But i dun care!!! i wan u to gif me 28 dec!!! cos i wana watch DEathnote 2 together with u!!! i'll book e tickets online... Anyway, since u wun be able to come out of ur "mess", i'll have to collect my Deathnote on my own... Hereby i hope tht when i see u again, u have recovered from all e injuries... and promise to contact me when u RECOVERED!!!! REMEMBER!!!!
LOve
Elina a.k.a ah hei..
I hope god can give me de answer i m seeking and i wished tat all our friendship can turn out realli strong and happy with lots of trust in it. Becos i jus don have de feeling tat i can totally trust any of my friendship*maybe somethings wrong with me*. I realli love all de people i noe deeply. I realli treasure them alot in my heart.
Here is all e answers u r asking me fer... =)

To Ah bai,
well, when u told me to read ur blog online, i kinda of rush to e comp and load my e-mail.
1) I thought u were going overseas...
2) Thought u dun wana tok to me =(
3) Thought u going to do something fooliissh...
Erm, lets see how i should start it...
u say: i need some time alone *SUDDENLY* to think about my life, my future all tat stuff... I was thinking about talkin to 1 of u [on everything] but... I still think tat i should solve my problems myself and not depend on others =)... It is not tat i m in a big mess now but i m in quite a bit of mess... I m so confused about my life, everything... Mostly on friends... I lost my sense of judgement again... I cried my heart out again *i m starting to be more like a cry baby these days*.... I wanna hide from tis world from everybody... It is jus tat i have lost my reason to live..... Everyone nids time alone, sometimes, some problem can't be sloved on ur own, u nid someone to share it with you... (tht's wat frenz are for =) ) u once told me tht crying out is good, so jus bring as many box of tissue as u wan and cry out!! no worry, cos i dun believe anyone telling me tht they had NEVA cried before...
I start to think more about the friends i have *are dey using me??? Am i a little special than jus a normal friend??? Do dey need me like de way i need them??? Do dey feel worried about me when i m sick, sad, confused jus like de way i feel when dey are??? Can i be replace??? Do dey treat my problems as their problems jus like the way i have treated them????* If someone tells u tht they are using u directly, i think they are being kind. Do you think everyone had never used anyone before? i can tell u i did. Or indirectly, we might be using someone not realising we already did. When u were sick, and ppl called they r concerned. but will ppl DUN call, they are still worried about u cos' they might be afriad tht calling you when u r sick might make it worset... some ppl care, but they dun show it... If you have any problems, i m glad to lend u a listening ear...=) Even if u nid to cry, i m willing to lend my shoulder to you.. Jus lyk e girls in NANA... =)) Why can`t people be more truthful?? *Haha, moron[myself] if people all truthful tis world would be more peaceful... Or is it tat people are truthful tat caused chaos??? STOP!!* Anyway, i m also a person who live in a world of lies and i tel lies too.... I can`t expect people i know to be truthful when i m not, rite???? *eyes suddenly turned blurry, oh i start cryin again* I wanted all de answers... I LOVE all my friends more than de love i wil find in BGR, i jus noe it... It's different but friendship is wat tat controls all my emotions....i agree with you, if evea someone speak truely, theere wun be any more misunderstanding, while sometimes it might lead to other problems.but some ppl might be too shy to share their problems I heard it ffrom somewhere tht, once someone tells a lie, the lie had to be continued through out the person's llife... To me i believe tht frenzship is always more important than BGR, frenzship DUN control ur emotion, it onli AFFECTS your emotions...

TO BE CONTINUUED....

First blog my day (or week), then my msg to ah bai... lolx
well,Wednesday went to Malaysia there watch Happy Feet... wahahahaha, RM6.50 onli. So cheap!!! Then the day before going to watch e movie, went to takashimaya there buy my mumble plushie!!! Finally!!! *He looks so cute!* The movie was so touching too, but me and ah bai didn't buy anything much this time round, cos i was hurrying bck to Singapore to find my chicky meal's toy. (cos' mandy told me about KFC selling e toys =P) Ah bai went with me to so mani place tht day, so glad tht she came along, becos w/o her, i might be so lonely finding my Gloria =)) Then went to Bukit Batok there to find e Gloria. Jus then i saw Deathnote notebook and pen!!! going bck there to buy it... wahahahahahahah...
Thursday:
stayed @ home e whole day, er gu went to vivo city after visiting san gu... but if i wann to meet em' , i'll have to do lots of things before meeting em! argh! its so complicated, lets skip tht part... so i ACTUALLY stayed at home.. haiz, tht's wat happens when u have no vacation job... =(
Friday:
Finally went out after being "trapped" at home fer 1 WHOLE day... Went to Toa Pyoh there, haiz, why do everyone lyks to stand me up?! ARGH!!! then go therre alone find my chicky meal toy... =( then went to city hall there to look fer er gu. Wait fer her fer around hald an hour liao, she still haven come out. So i thought she went bck home earlier... =.= When i reached home half an hour later, then she reached home. After tht she went fer some wedding dinner, while i stay at home watching tv. When she returned, i gave her some tea to drink, cos i couldn't finish it by my own. =P Before turning in, she told me tht when i was younger, i gave her lots of food to eat when she come bck from such events. Then i told her, what for i give u some food to eat after u have come bck from someplace tht u have jus eaten?