chocolate candies2: 9月 2006

雨过天没晴

Its still the way it was. Nothing had improved. Ytd chinese paper, so stress. Almost cannot finsh e paper 2. then oral aft e chinese paper. shoo sad lor, i think i fail my chinese oral liao la. so sad lor. =( Then went home rest a while then go bck amk hse take $$$. on e way there bought my quacker's oats and rasin de grounola bar. shoo nice. but so expensive $6+ lor, but mei ban fa, cos nid to eat healthy breakfast for exam ma. went home take $$$ then go buy comb.human de guide book $20+ broke liao la.
" it felt lyk i have walked in a storm alone and when e storm stopped, drizzle came.

I think its okie now to clear things up now. YES i did ASK amanda whether she saes anything bad about my class, if she did i wan her to apologise. Instead, she told me she didn't, since i dun noe everything i wan her to talk to ALS to clear things up. Tht's how i ended up as betrayer to e class. Get e whole picture now? Was wondering when i go home why Atika wasn't following, maybe she is also one of the fair wethered friends type.
Nah, nah. i m feeling confused now. so confused, was sad in the morning, but i m feeling better now =) So sorry to make some of u to worry for me, i dun really noe hu's worried anyway =P anyway, thanks to ALS i have identified some of the people in my class into grps, "true friends", "fair-weather friends" and "unidentified". Lets see how the whole class gets into grps.
True Friends:
Miao Ling: First one to stop me. >_< but she neva tok to me maybe she dun noe how to strike a topic.
Mika: i cannot believe myself too. she actually tried to stop me. but she just used hard way.
Eileen: Best buddy
Fiona: If she was there, i believe she would help me.
Kimberly and joyce: Friends tht care.
Manider: She cares and i noe.
Marwan: He's the only one who msg me and ask how i was. Sweeeet
Fair weathered Friends:
Mandy
Alishia
Michelle
Wendy
Atika
Just check wat it means in the dictionary.
Unidentified:
Vivian
Jia Cheng
Shi Zheng
Wen Qi
Jia Xin
Wei Chu
Siew Keng
Effendy

Faith and trust? What is it? Do I have faith? Do I have trust? I dun think so. It was gone so long ago. I thought I had already found back my Faith and trust, but it was just simple illusion. Thought tht It would be good to tell Amanda about it, so at least she could sae sorry or something bck to e class, so they wun be so angry to her after all. But instead I got labelled as betrayer. Friends? They told me they were my friends, but friends? What are they? If they were my friend, would they something to hurt me? I don’t’ think so. They said they cared for me? It does not seem so. They say they are worried, ya, maybe, after I m dead. And they are afraid I might haunt them tht’s y. They sae I m stupid, I dun agree… maybe dying is easier off to be around to be labelled as “betrayer” by them. Maybe after final exam I should transfer, being around here had really bought me a lot of pain. Or maybe, I should just die off.

lalala~ i m blogging from sch. =) Teacher's away... Ytd, too tired to blog liao. hopefully she dun come bck so soon. ytd went to e chinatown there to buy my black skirt. so happie ^-^ I pay $8 then er gu pay $10 for me. Then went to CK there buy another matching black shorts. it cost $13.90. all together only $31.90 for one formal outfit!!! So happie lor. also oral ytd. i think i failing liao. cos i kept stumbling. aww, then go home tht time rain. I got umbrella, but ML, alwa and WL dun have. Then wan to share wif em' they dun wan. Then i open the umbrella tht time ML suddenly shout " WA~~ LAO~~ EH~~" then i look at her and laugh. cos i open my umbrella tht time some of e rain water had "splash" on her. =P Then went to market there have lunch. went to eat the roasted chicken rice. Then buy bread go home.

Argh. todae's a big bad day... bad bad daaay. Go book shop photocopy things, then saw loren let him go first. Then ask auntie if she can help me photocopy she sae can. then i went to assemble liao. Then aftersch went to collect it happily. pay $3.10. Aft that a lot of blank pages, tell auntie first time she let me re-photocopy. Then later got a lot of blank pages again i show her, then she sae i got respect a not?! keep going in wan to re-photocopy. WTF lor. i m ur customer lea. Then got 1 uncle wan to refund me the whole sum. I was lyk "i tell her i wan to rephotocopy, not to claim bck my money." That auntie not first time lyk tht liao lor. That time i go collect e name stickers, she also lyk tht. Told her its e wrong pic, she sae is my fault, fax liao e word cannot see propertly. =.= ya, she very "innocent" one... The plain paper i bought there also lyk tht, her assitance charge higher by $2. Then go bck tell her charge wrong, then she said tht $2 only wat, so qi qiao for wat. =.= $2 also money hor AUNTIE!!! I promise nxt time i WUN BUY anything from her anymore liao. i rather the money go to someone else even to pay more.

isn't it beautiful?

Nice view

Nice Water

The Sea... *Shimmering*

My tortise

vic H/P strap 3

Vic H/P strap 2

Vic H/P strap 1

H/p Straps. My creations :)

Waaaaaa..... my post ytd could not be seen ar!!! =.= Too mani pic liao laa. tao yan lor.
Todae got outing wif Li woon and ivy. Lucky i went bck amk get my things lor, then meet em @ yck mrt. cos if i neva go bck amk, i'll go to habour front straight away and i'll be there at 11am sharp!! Then they only meet me at e yck bakery there ard 11.30+ Se bei heng lor. then go sentosa, on e way there raining. Then reach there no rain :) Went to play on e bridge first, then go palawan beach there play water. Play till whole body red red :P Then went to bathe. Go harbour front maket there have lunch. so nice. the yong tau hu and the mango ice kachang so nice. Yummy!!! Went to harbour front there shopping. shop wan le, they come my hse and watch zhong ji yi ban!!! so nice :) i'm gonna post my photos now!!!